Claire (cryintherain) wrote,

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The night is darkening around me...

The night is darkening round me,
The wild winds coldly blow;
But a tyrant spell has bound me,
And I cannot, cannot go.

The giant trees are bending
Their bare boughs weighed with snow;
The storm is fast descending,
And yet I cannot go.

Clouds beyond clouds above me,
Wastes beyond wastes below;
But nothing drear can move me:
I will not, cannot go.

Emily Bronte.
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hey i just look at the prom pictures you had posted on you other diary site, and u are gorgeous! and u have red hair just like me!! i know how u feel and what its like to get so much negitive attention from family, as well as friends. they dont understand what your going thru and do say nasty things and its totally not fair. if only they could see how much youre really suffering..

hang in their and dont give up hope. i know it feels like its impossible, but its not. it just takes a lot of work and love for yourself. and im sure lots of ppl tell u that u are beautiful, and dont need to change you body. but until you can see that all those comments mean nothing...

i never took all the things i was doing to myself seriously, i never thought anything could happen. and nothing really has happened to me per se. there was a girl from my town who died of bulimia. it was a very public thing bc she was a singer. i dont know if uve ever seen dawsons creek, im sure u have at least heard of it, but one of her songs was on that show. and she died because she couldnt find recovery or she did according to the news, but it was too late and damage had already been done. and that really shook me up. she was only 18 and on her way to college. i went a whole month without b/ping b.c i was just too afraid. your 16 yrs old and u have so much to live for.

im 19 and im studying Nutrition at university and tho im not fully recovered i know i will be one day. if u ever need to talk i am here. and i hope that you are doing ok.
I'm 16, bulimic. Reading a journal of a bulimic's daily chronicles is quite comforting - usually the bulimics talk about everything BUT their binging and purging.

Anyway.. I found it helpful to start writing about things aside from the constant b/p'ing (writing this whilst binging, mind you. lol) I see that it's almost all you write about.. and you seem like a wonderful person and I'd love to hear more about you! And less about this shitty life. But whatever floats your boat - if you ever need anyone to talk to.. to relate to.. e-mail me at or IM me at shadyzchik. I'd love to chat.

For now I hope it's okay to add you to my friends list - just tell me if it's not.. I understand..
<33 much love
So sorry it took me so long to reply, thankyou for the lovely message :)
Yeah i write alot about the eating disorder, this is mostly just an account of b/ps and song lyrics or poems i like. I haven't ben updating much at all lately, my other regular diary is
I'll add you to my IM list and maybe e-mail you but i am very busy at the moment, just started college so please don't be offended if it's not straight away.
You seem really sweet, of corse you can add me as a friend, i'll add you too.
Claire xoxoox
This is literatimodel's new livejournal. Would you mind adding this journal instead, please? that way I can read your diary. thank you!

Lots of love,
Audrey E
woo.. you have a LJ.. May I add you? :)
Sure, i'll add you back :) I've had one for ages, but have started updating it a bit more recently. xo


14 years ago

hey, I'm ComeToNaught from TF. I usually lurk in your DL-diary, and I was wondering if you'd mind adding me? <3
Sure i will :)
Hey girl. This is amongst from d-land. Add me?
Sure :)
Claire, angelheart, here's Ria. I dont use this journal actually, but I'd love to be able to read yours. May i? love always, xxx
Sure you can sweetie, and i just got your e-mail!!! so i'm going to try and change my layout later :) xox
this is "imloathingme" from DL.. I'd appreciate it if you'd add me.
sure :)
it's fierceflawless from TF...add me, pretty please? ;P
Okay :)
Hiya, I'm a TF lurker (with the same username) and a LJ addict, will you add me?
Added you :) Sorry it took me so long, i've just come across this note again. xox


13 years ago

hey...this is oblivious from TF. add me? :)
Will do :)
Hey. This is VanitySnail from TF. Can we befriend eachother?
sure :)


13 years ago

blackeyed from tf. I added you.....hope you don't mind?
no of course not, added you too ;)
hey its kat, darkredblood/suicidal_whim from diaryland <3
Hey :)


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13 years ago

Oh gosh, I'm another one of those crappy "I'm ___ from TF add me" -ers, but uh...

I'm purchasedrebellion, my other RL (paranoia!) LJ is one_chick, but this will be my new TF friends only journal. So, I added you, add me?! :)

Added you ;) Thanks for letting me know. xo
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